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i was editing the next Friday video for nick, he forgot to and was too tired now as it was 3 in the morning, so he asked me to do it for him. I was sitting at my desk, editing the video when i feel a pair of arms snaking around my waist. of course it was chris, being annoyingly clingy as per usual.
โcome to bed ma.. i wanna cuddle..โ chris said in his tired, raspy voice as he buried his face in the crook of my neck. โi canโt baby i have to edit your video for nick..โ i reply, also sounding tired. โyour way too clingy..โ i blurt out and all i hear was him groan in frustration and feel his arms trailing off my body. i look behind me and see him huffing due to the fact that i wouldnโt come to bed.
a few hours pass by. i close my laptop, finishing editing the triplets video. i swing around in my chair and look at chris, asleep, sprawled out in the bed. i get up off my chair, feeling exhausted as i drag my feet towards chrisโ bed. i shift him over, pushing his leg out of my way as i crawl into bed beside him.
as i get into bed, i pull the covers over my body. i lean my head on chris chest and wrapped my arms over him but as soon as we touch i feel him turning over, his back now facing me. i furrow my eyebrows in confusion, was he mad at me? what did i do? i try to hug against him again by wrapping my arm over him, but he just grunts and shoves me off.
i stare at the back of his head for a while, feeling a little hurt before i also turn over, facing the other direction while my thoughs race through my mind. i just lay there helpless, wondering what on earth iโve done for him to be this pissed off at me.
i wake up the next morning, all i can think about what how chris basically shoved me off of him when i tried to show him affection last night. i turn over to face him but i see that he isnโt even beside me. i immediately sit up on the bed. i yawn and stretch before i get up out of the bed, assuming heโs downstairs with nick and matt or something.
i walk downstairs, assuming right when i said he was downstairs with his brothers. i brush my messy hair out of my face and behind my ears, trying to act like nothing happened, letting myself look less tense. i see nick look at me and smile, same with matt. i just smile back before looking at chris who just nods and looks away. the smile fades off my lips as i still look at him. i just shake my head and walk towards him.
โhey can we talk?..โ i whisper to him as i rest my hand on his shoulder, looking him in the eyes with a confused expression with a hint of hurt. he just nods and stands up, grabbing my hand as we both walk back upstairs to his bedroom to talk. we stand there in silence for a while, i didnโt know how to begin the conversation at first, but eventually i give in and just blurt out whatever i was thinking.
โwhatโs going on.โ i say as i look him right in the eyes. he just furrows his eye brows and looks right back at me, maintaining eye contact. โwhatโre you talkinโ about?โ he says as he crosses his arms and leans against the wall. โcmon donโt act like you donโt know whatโs going on. youโve been ignoring me. you wouldnโt even let me touch you last night for gods sake! whatโs going on, this isnโt like you!โ i yell at him, out of frustration but he just stares at me, still leaning against the wall with his arms crossed.
โthought i was โtoo clingyโ for your liking hm?โ he said as he said โtoo clingyโ in air quotes, my face softens as i realise thatโs why he hasnโt been touching me. he didnโt wanna come across as clingy, i immediately feel a wave of guilt wash over me, feeling extremely bad for saying that. โcmon baby you know i didnโt mean it..โ i say in a softer tone than before. โhm.. sure.โ chris says as he goes to walk away.
i step infront of him, stopping him from going anywhere by standing in his way of the door. โhold on, iโm not done talking chris.โ i say as i watch him sigh and i can tell by his face that heโs listening. โyou know i didnโt mean it.. iโm being so honest, i love when your clingy because your being yourself and i know you have issues being alone and iโm sorry for saying your too clingy.. i was just pissed off, please.โ i say sincerely as i maintain eye contact with him so he knows how genuinely serious iโm being.
he just stares down at me, softening his expression as he nods. i wait for him to speak, still standing in his way. โokay.. iโm sorry.โ chris said as he immediately wrapped his arms around my waist, pulling me in for a very tight hug. i smile to myself as i wrap my arms around his neck, hugging him back tightly. โi love you.โ i say, tightening my grasp on him as i hear him mumble out, โi love you too..โ
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a/n: this is my first time writhing so donโt judge! enjoy!!!! โค๏ธ
i had no clue what i was doing while writing this btw.
